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i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
i slept at 4am!
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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okay i shall try to remember everything i typed before. but unfortunately i won't be sounding half as high as i was when i first typed this.
slept at 4am! doing what else but physics pt. rather dumb, because i started 2 weeks before the deadline, and i finished three quarters of content 4 days before deadline. so why on earth was i up till 4am doing the thing?! i don't know. one of the many mysteries in life. i put in too much effort i think. i mean i went to the library to research, and i spent countless afternoons working on the content and diagrams (yes those troublesome diagrams). i'm happy with the result, BUT like a whoel 1.5cm got cut off from one side of each page. so i had to fill in with my own handwriting, which as we all know, looked awful. i can't copy arial font for nuts. yuck so my presentation marks will be low :( sad. but it was a pb (personal best) pt (performance task) for pc (patriciachia). i hope thiock likes it. and i get high enough to pull my gpa up. hahaha. unlikely. sigh.
it was so odd how i trudged on and on from 11pm all the way to 4am. didn't seem that long...
guojiaolian has started coaching us. his trng progs are hard. you see, for pujiaolian it was distance, for xuehai it was intensity, but for guojiaolian? it's BOTH plus plus. scary. he shouts a lot. which is good, i guess. but then it makes me feel so stressed! china method maybe? during swim training i felt like i was having a horrible nightmare. i hope i am fitter and more able to endure so that future sessions won't hurt so much. eee not fair guojiaolian is helping out in planning trng prog for next yr's sportssch people who join the sch for tri. no fair. hmph.
school was very funny. we had ipp thingo during hist. ganesh looked positively upset about it. haha i totally embarassed myself infront of him
ganesh walks in
me: hey mr ganesh! you look sober today!
ganesh: i look sober?!?!?! -raises eyebrow at me
me: sarah p what does sober mean?
sarahp and qing enlighten me
me upon finding out: -laughs very loudly.
everyone pray that ganesh won't write something bad on my report slip at the end of the year. haha maybe he'll say, "Patricia makes inferences that are not supported with sufficient evidence. She needs to work on making fewer assumptions like that."
during ipp i was incharge of making the toilet! lucy seemed extremely confident about appointing me for the job! maybe i just might make it as a janitor. haha but sianying, eileen and laksh were there to help. they didn't give us the bucket (for shitting/pissing in) or the string (to hold up the garbagebag screen! those were super essential la. haha so we improvised! we used a paper box as shitting/pissing hole. i know it's more absorbant, but remember! it's biodegradeble! we are so concerned about the environment aren't we? (: and we masking taped up the screen instead. but we went the distance for customer service and added a few features that guaranteed to make the experience as fun and realistic as possible! sianying got ttdurai to guard over the potty. then eileen and sianying together, made plastacine pink shit (i supplied the plastacine! ahha) which we gently placed in the potty. now tell me, is our toilet the best? or is our toilet the best?
during rs i helped fangxun to cut out her physics pt. she gave me the pair of scissors that was used to cut elean's umbelical cord. elean's mother brought it home from mt. e. they were selling it at the shop downstairs apparently... -very loud laughter.
okay i am tired. it's been a busy week. sianying's entry made me realise that that was the last pt of the year. amazing. i'm glad it ended that way though. physics rocks!
i'm never sleeping at 4am again.